The day you were born was the best and worst day of my life. You had a birth defect that you could not survive. I held you in my arms as I held you over my heart then I had to let you go which was the toughest thing I ever had to do. At your grave site I just wanted to take you back home with me.I couldn't bear the pain of leaving you there in that cold dark place. Now I know it is just your body and my special little boy is in Jesus' arms waiting for me one day. I will forever miss you and hold you in my heart til we meet again sweet little angel baby of mine. I love you Joshua. Mommy